Hi all...Now I dont feel so sad cuz Chi New Yr got a lot of $$ & I feel very happy cuz I lvl 60 liaox! Yeah!

Now so hard to level though...

I changed the song cuz this song means a lot to me in my dark hours..But lets 4get about 'em for e while shall we!

A found a lot of secrets today! =.="

Now I'm counting my triumphs instead of trials...

Tag me lors...

I went out to Fred's house today FREE ANGPAO LOLX

Nvm...I not so $$-faced

I g0ing 0ut with Chuan and the gang tmr...I 4giv him lia0x..
He LIkE S0 ChIlDiSh lor!! Infantile.......

BB ALL....

Sorry I didn't Post for quite long...

Today Must be one of the most embarassing & touching days of my life...

My Classmates were persistent in teasing me and Vincent as Geishas...
I can't believe they are so infantile & childish...though I may be a bit like that sometimes I admit...So Our Physics Teacher found out and scolded them And told me they treat me like that cuz I am a really good fren to them who never abandons them in needy periods and always entertain them with their bledy homework...:)

And ...

I cried...And I fought back my tears but it still rained and poured thus I couldn't bear looking up...The feelings were immense, pressurised and indescribable...It was a time for change...I figured if I change things change ppl change for either the better or worst...I am determined to change... I will no longer be intimidated by u all...U all better watch out! I block Jun Hong and Lee Chuan liaox...The rest are tolerable...

I have a few close frenz thankfully U noe who u r :)

Thx for your help and comfort in tough times!

I dunno wad to say anymore...Cuz nth;s going right and everything's a mess...

I Am transitioning... Someday I will Understand...

I skipped both Youth Service and Training today cuz of 2 main reasons

1-I have a freaking dental appointment &
2-I'm a maple freak like what Fred and his fren has commented F7

Btw..Sry I haven't been posting cuz I'm dam bz with my hectic schedule.

Teo is clearly unhappy that I can't make it for training 4x a week but i think it's ridiculous!
Though the competition is in April but 4x a week is like 16 hours in all! That's almost a full day excluding the hours for sleeping!

It's soo tiring & I live in CCK that's veri far away from the freaking reservoir!

Then when I have appointments and MC's, those are simply classified as lame, useless excuses which are ignored and constituted as slacking...Now my PT TimeTable is Shit Crap!!!

Btw..2ndly,I agree with my church pals that I really am a MAPLE NERD FREAK!~

I get scolded by parents often nowadays for using the hateful comp to either play Ms,update blog or chat on MsN but I can't juz use the comp for work right?

IT's NoT FaiR!

Pa deleted the Ms software but I redownloaded it via hidden client and installed it in a secret folder within my personal documents~Now playing has gone into secret which is xtremely bad but I am coping with Sec 2 and My studies really well since I dont hate any subjects!

I'm level 58 in Bootes now forget aboyut my 62 cleric in aquilla not nice to play and I scrolled my Anakamoon with 3 60% scrolls and 2 10% scrolls so I can roughly sell for about 8 to 10M now...which is dam ex but I nid by moon till Lvl 68 where I'll Switch to Requim...

I also am Selling Dark Calas+10M and Lvl 55 Crystal Flowerings For 4 Mil in total...

All the above prove how addicted I am to Maple and the fact that I'm a responsible guild leader of Ignyte~my new guild named after Trinity Youth! I even have a guild address~www.fieryfusion.blogspot.com but it isn't very popular now and I inserted it in my links
...

Sorry for the past 2 guilds for leaving T-T

I've made a personal timetable for my daily life and a study goals worksheet to fill in throughout this year which I will hopefully make significant progress as I did last yr!
Now mapping out PT schedule via Excel Programme...

I'm Trying very hard to impress Teo, pplz my frenz and basically everyone but juz failed and screwed up to turn everything inside out into mockery, shame and disgrace...The real dilemma~I really really really dont noe why this is happening to me & I feel ostracized, segregated and not wanted by ppl...Though ppl treat me nice and nasty in different intervals and instances...What is my problem? What is their problem?

I gave it some thought and finally came into conclusion that....

I'm a nice guy who lacks Self-Confidence & sux at social charisma/interacting with ppl I'm not close with!I'm a held~in Introvert but Speaks effluently to ppl I noe well...I'm a somebody who can't express feelings and emotions through speech or actions but oni thru the elusive power and awesome ripples of language in the form of words which only God can comphrehend! Why Am I like that? I want to change! I want a breakthrough!

I nid a miracle...Or a lot a lot a lot of motivation,perseverance and help from God and myself!

What a bloody long post...

Ps~I'm stopping Maple le Vincent,Mirage, Jackie, Jerome, KS, Fred, XinXin, Terr, WP and all my Palz...

Sorry nvr post for quite some time...very bz with presentations..duty...hw!

I feel very tired but I want to get to lvl 58 by this week than stop lvling for a while then chiong to lvl 70 for my fire mage la..Now oni 57 why so unfair I leveling so slow...And got a lot of training lo...Stupid competition in April

This yr streaming must work harder...Marcus Chan got blog liaox...LOL......

I feel like starting a guild site frm blogspots juz like SJI prefects did...Mayb I shuld...

Posting cuz there's nth to post...Sorry nvr post for soo long...LOlx!

I can't go online so often now cuz now school reopened and everyone all sad cuz they also cant use much comp and Next Mon is inaugural ceromony thingee and so mar fun and stressy!

Got a lot of hw and new physics task...tsk...

Aiyah...I dont do =.=

I lazy to post liao and I write diary more often and I oni can use comp like less than 2 hours a day and cuz I got freakin training 5x a week and the coach say I must train more not good enuff....wo...

Tag mi

Hi all... ...Today is the last day of the 1st week of 2006 and school...And the weekend doesn't look great...I write in my diary more often then blogging cuz I'm tired of training loh...so sianz...Diary nicer to write and I got some dark secrets which I won't ever reveal here,Lolx

Today is Sec 1 Orientation Camp and I suddenly wish I was in Sec 1 cuz life was much ezier and I would probably get even better desires...And marks and results! =.=

And Choon Fah Ge! If U see this post ah plz stop changing ur freakin Url la cuz now it's so dam hard to remember and type so I won't change the Url juz leave it as~freelancing k?!?!

Should I go training tmr?

The launch of IgNtYE is tmr and I MuSt be there to support and watch! Woohoo! Tats one small step for the church and a giant leap for God..lolx!

G'Day to yall............

Today 1st day of School...I am very sianz...
I got my prefect tie liaox and my duty seems like very slack...Chase ppl out of classroom during recess =.=...

Toodles.

Hi...New Year...2006

And my blog screwed up so I had to adjust the template.
I tink I'm changing this template somewhere in March...

Went out with Amy EE for the weekend and we saw the countdown on TV...Lolx
Espanade and Mount Faber super crowded...Human Jam Ah!

New Year I better work harder and I got a hand-made diary as a present from my Aunt...Yeah New Diary...Can write more secrets in it than this blog..=.=

KKz gtg...

Hihi...Very long never post liaox...Ms lvl 53...Fast right? Lolx

Today's New Year's Eve!

I'm not going Watch night serveice cuz I going out with my Aunt for Countdown at Esplanade and for the fireworks! hope I can usher in a good new year!

I must get a new diary cuz the old one very lan liao....I stop writing juz this month~laughs

My Msn got a lot of ppl...
Nvm...Anyone noe where to get nice smilies and pictures?
Tag me~