木曜日, 3月 30, 2006

I feel so happy today...

I think it's because I got to Level 69 Yesterday & my Job Adv is Just 88% away...But I wasted 10M on making my Level 70 Shoe, buying 2 Dark Crystals, buying my Kitten Circlet & Scrolling my Expensive Requiem to +5M...But It's worth it. Just bought a cute Angel Effect floating round me..So cute..Man I'm addicted.

Another reason why I'm happy is because I've got the Tan Thieng Loong Scholoarship..Yeah! I wish the others good luck in working hard like I did last year. Some of my friends and I also got the EESIS Scholarship too...Yeah No need to pay so much school fees le! I can't wait to recieve the honour the following week...

But the following week is also my C division Championships...Hopefully can get into Finals and get Top 3 cuz Training has been like Siaox...This few days I've been pushing myself ( & the T2) so hard and my partner has been pushing us even harder.

I made a new Msn Overseas Pal today...God Bless.

I'll make this a short sweet post. I gtg and zzz...Buaix :-)

月曜日, 3月 27, 2006

I just realised I make a lot of mistakes in my blogging... Even with the aid of spelling check. I type too fast I guess. I'm too cocky so I have to admit that I have to humble my weaknesses and hide my strengths. I just can't be bothered to check my punctuation and writing.

Level 68 Yeah! 2 more levels job advance! I intend to level up on Wednesday cuz Monday got training and Tuesday was a day I intended not to go for training but cannot cuz competition is so near...4get it..I level up next Sunday...Buying Dark/Brown Requiem Int + 5 to 6, Def 60 & Above..Pm Aurealle.

Nothing much to blog about but I learned much from Fuel Track since the day I joined Passion now Ignyte Ministry. I cannot skive so many lessons. F7..Skipped twice two weeks before.

It's good to know people are reading and heeding my previous posts. I appreciate change and I'll gladly adapt to better changes. 10 Q's...To all who read.

I'll see if there's anything to journal in future but life is an aura of ennui & insouciance lately. Things are so ordinary.

Here's the SS of Zombie Mushmom, Jackie wanted to view. Enjoy!




土曜日, 3月 25, 2006

School is getting boring. And the Tension is very high cuz National C division is in like 2 weeks time and I can't help sweating about it and I'm sweating now as I type and I don't know why...

I feel very confused and belittled...

Now I have 5 mins to type what I have got so I'll do it quick before my father comes in and chases me with erm..some inventory and stuff...

I need to help my partner help me but we are both very stressed about the competition and in a running contest today I lost to some weird Indian guy who runs like the wind...And everyone has so high expectations on me and I'm so pressurized. Now Kayaking C Div must sustain the championship and I only have a few more weeks to synchronize with my partner instead of always being defeated by Eman and his partner in their supersonic T2..Ours is always 2nd or 3rd And they're in our event somemore...Sianz...I'm so scared.

Then if I don't win the ppl who like me will be disappointed and the ppl who hate me will rejoice and hate me even more. Nvm..like I said I'm used to everyone being the way they are to me and life is always unfair especially to an average individual like me...But then I reflect about my life and compare it to the less fortunate in Africa and I India and in other places on Earth and tell myself even if the whole and people around me loath me, I am 100x more well off the those poor roadside children.

I admit that I am a self-centred, egotistical, and as what my friend said which I felt wad very mean..I shan't mention their names, So mean...Though I noe they don't mean it on purpose. Some ppl are plain weird in the way they talk.

Now I think about my life. Sometimes I feel that I'm the problem becuz everyone else is the problem or vice versa. I'm trying to change but others see change as bad...Why is everyone so different. I dont get it. My form tutor says I'm being taking advantage over and I'm too kind... I help others but others backstab. I try to make things ez but things complicate themselves. I wish I could have a simpler life. I forgot all the other trivial matters I initially wanted to bring up. Mayb I'll make this blog private soon. I'd go for training more often...Wasted my 2x exp..Sianz...

I'm so confused, have always been neglected by the way ppl see, have found good frenz who are either really playful, really weird or really enigmatic.

I'm so confused, have never once been not, and will never not be lest thou sought a miracle. En soothe I know not why I am so sad... ...

水曜日, 3月 22, 2006

I finally got my 2x exp card today..Timing from 2pm to 6pm which I find quite impractical... I come back from school earliest around 3pm...then the most I can chiong is 3 hours+...But OMG..I trained 50%..in 2 hours from 4 to 6pm...Now Im stuck at 98.71% becuz my father would kill me if he see me playing..Left only $10 for the week..I'm not buying till this exp card expires a month later...Waste a lot of money..I agree!

Oh Man..I love this new song playing..It's one of my old favourites played when I was still P6 in Preteen Discoveryland at TCC...S0 Sweet and mellifluous..I'm just obsessed with it...Why am I talking about such things. I don't know. I really don't know...I feel loved by it and it's lyrics and the prescence of a kind holy fren feels so comforting and touching. Oh well...Sniff...

I got selcted for PESA..An Association hosting some Oral speaking International English Competition..I don't even know what the contractions and short forms stand for...

I decided to shorten my posts. After things are getting short. I'm short of time, short of sleep, short of revision, short of gameplay and recreation..Nah just kidding, short of life, short of TAWG, short of everything. Since I'm subjected to this shortness..I shall have to adapt to it just as I had in Primary School.

I'll try level tomorrow..It's still so thankful God blesses me after all I've done. Thank U God :D

火曜日, 3月 21, 2006

Why is it that Blogger always lags...Especially in loading stuff and pictures and creating a post... Is it my comp's fault? I wonder...

School reopened...my mad frenz all bought 2x exp and they are leveling like crap..I feel segregated and lured to buy the 2x exp also...No $$...Must save up!
How sad...

Perhaps I'll get it tomr...Mayb..Juz mayb..

Training today was not good at all.
First the sky threatened to train and after lightning strikes, we went sent to shore after 2k...

Then we did 100 Push up..100 Sit up...Then run 3 rounds around the stupid hill. Then come back the sky looked better. Then we did 1 500m and 3 250m...Then it started to rain ...WTH...How to train like that? Then we bring the boats bak to shore...Again..Groans..And carry back..
And it really starts to pour and we bring everyone's bag outside the shed to bank the canoes and all the bags get wet and we resort to the lamest method of brandishing umbrellas around the bags which aggravate the situation making the area round the shed so cramp..

And in the end everyone goes back tired and drenched with their soaking sad bags including mine...with no sense of achievment at all. The weather has gone berserk..I cabbed home..=.="..No $$...Stupid Sky...Why couldn't you rain at the right time or don't rain at all...

I'm tired..I'm going to bed early..Goodnight.

日曜日, 3月 19, 2006

I just found out that I'm so priviledged to have almost unlimited access to the computer daily between the time I come home from school and the time I go to bed around 10.30pm or perhaps earlier. Some of my classmates login and logout within a matter of seconds. I feel so tired after the SJI-IJ Prefectorial Camp just ended today... I feel very heated up inside like a ticking time bomb waiting to explode. I haven't got my forty winks last night since the camp and I probably got bitten by so many mosquitoes that I may just be getting the first symptons of dengue... Choy...Lolz~

Well this is how the day started off.

Friday March 17th 2006

Dragged myself of bed and persuaded myself just enough to go for the camp. I initially intended to go for training in the morning but since none of my canoeist prefect frenz were going I decided to head straight to CHIJ TP. I was late mah...Hence gtg take a cab...LoLz I'm such a waster of $$...

Reached IJ we got our camp shirts. Got introduced by the camp hosts. Met our new circle of frenz..Blabla. IJ gals are so cute. Here's our itinery for Friday & it was so tiring especially the disorganised CSI game. We played more games than had lectures for our leadership training. 10 Groups in all...I'm in Group 7. Grp 7 Rawks!

SJI-IJ Combined Student Leaders' Camp

Programme

07:30 ~ Registration and Admin Affairs
08:00 ~ Icebreakers (We kept forgetting each other's name)
09:00 ~ Talk by Ms teo Jin Ling ( 1 of the few lectures)
10:00 ~ Reflection of our leadership
10:15 ~ Break
10:30 ~ Mr Genesis Chan's Speech
11:30 ~ Poster Making session
12:00 ~ Lunch ( Nasi Lemak with Otah..Very Hot!)
13:00 ~ Station Games - 20 mins each ( The Games started )
14:30 ~ Mystery Game (Waterbombing everyone...The most FUN!)
14:45 ~ Tea Break and Refreshments ( I ate too many tidbits)
15:00 ~ CSI ( Very demanding...& I still dont get the full story yet)
17:00 ~ CSI Conclusion ( Very Misleading)
18:00 ~ Reflecting again..Singing Songs..By Corrine May...

After that..We made our way back to SJI. We did the rehearsals and dances for our show the next day..(Which is today..) Sec 2 did Hip Hop dancing and so cool man..But the moves were quite simple I felt..Though tiring. After that..Went to LT1 & sing more songs & talk crap. ( Prefects aren't perfect..They're not perfects...Lmao...)

Showered in the Horrible Shower Room which was horrible in the sense that there were no walls within the showerheads and we could see each other's weenie each time we turned left or right..Lolx. That's clearly an approach the school should implement and improvise on..Let alone the Prefects EXCO. Sang more songs in LT..Then we went to sleep on the cold hard floor for me w/o a sleeping bag in Classroom 436. So cold..Kana so many bites larz...Sian.

I finished 100 mini Oreos b4 bed and tok crap with my new fren about women..Nvm. I couldn't sleep. So i sat on a chair. Pulled a desk and laid my head on it.

Saturday 18th March 2006...

Time flys as usual and soon it's morning and I go brush teeth and Bla Bla. Took a lot of Photos tat were so Screwed up but hopefully some can be used for CAP with my lousy camera. So worn out now.

We had Prefect's Talentime from 11:00 to 11:30. Some weird funny stuff we used in the show later. After the Rehearsals. The SCGS & IJ girls came and wacthed our investiture with much aptitude. So Enthu..Clap & clap & I luckily didn't screw up in the somewhat breakdancing. Phew. Great Performance.
We sang Collide and Wonderfall by Howie Day and Oasis respectively and got encore somemore in the end...

I'm not going tution tomr cuz my parent let me rest. Must Chiong Homework now... Chiong ah..Tmr bah..Me lazy...

Damn Blur Sia..I hate my camera A LOT...Grp 7 Rox Btw! & Blogger CANT UPLOAD IMAGES I DUNNO WHY!

Holidays ending...I quitting maple in 4 levels time...Getting boring... I think I need 2 get a life...

金曜日, 3月 17, 2006

Tomorrow got prefect camp.

I don't feel like going. I'm not looking forward to anything now. I feel meaningless.

I don't know how to get to CHIJ Toa Payoh tomorrow and I have to go for training first early in the morning as usual and be all wet before I finally figure out how to get there to embarrass myself at the venue cuz I promised my partner I'll be going for training and Maple is lagging because of yesterday's stupid Patch in which I bought the CD for the Version 0.25 Client which fortunately could be launched and when I installed it finally Maple Gameguard screws up and closes Maple and I have to keep relaunching it but now it's okay.

I have to carry so many freaking things for the stupid camp. I resent the camp already. Who would want to perform for the CHIJ girls if it had to be us SJI boys doing the performance. Us of course but I don't even bother and I think I forgotten all my dance steps and since I'm not enthusiastic about the camp, I'll probably just embarrass myself in front of strangers but that's okay also cuz I'll never see them again lest fate is cruel to me as it always had been but things will change.

Why am I being so negative? I see no reason for me not to. People come and go with my links for the patches ( Hopefully working...I don't think so currently) & spamming on my 2 tagboards and making fun of everything and thinking maple is lame which I don't and won't till I get my 3rd Job and I'm a noob, s confused noob. And if I don't stop typing soon, I'm gonna get it from my father.


More Fun Screen Shots of Me which people like to steal...& put on Msn..=.=" Good Night ~

木曜日, 3月 16, 2006

Today, I pon training after 3 days of Non-Stop traning at the reservoir. The school sot already. They expect us to train at least 4x a week and there are 6 days this week but I got camp on Fri and Sat..Sianz. I'm not looking forward to it. Ms got major patch again. I just levelled to 66 yesterday finally but I can't level fast now lar..I nid 1.7 mil exp. If only got the double exp card which I am looking forward to and Aqua Road, I can level dam fast already since Fire Vs Water.. lmao. Changed back blog template cuz I agree that the one I made was unprofessional and it sucks.

Still woke up very early today at 7.30 am hoping that if I login early will be lucky and won't dc but I am always wrong. Dcied anyway. My ugly braces feel much better now. Yeah next year can remove already. Yipee! I still have quite a lot of homework undone. Later I shall clear a handful since i can't play Ms till 2pm or 10pm..not sure..Asiasoft's timing cannot be trusted. Meanwhile, i just downloaded Pangya and it seems like a nice girly game. Lolz, my fren say quite cool so I just try out for fun. Hopefully I won't get addicted.

Just ate breakfast..Finally I can indulge in a good breakfast of Siew Mai and Wan Ton Mee..Instead of soggy bread and milk every morning when I wake up at 6am..

I'm going to talk about my holidays now. I shall reflect on how my holidays are spent since I was in Secondary School.

Holidays

Last March 2005 ~

Spend the holiday studying, playing Neopets which i didn't thought was lame at that time since mapel wasn't in existence in Singapore till April.

Sleeping. Studying. Reading and watering plants. Spending less then an hour on computer ... What! I can't bleaf that was me.

Writing in my diary 2005.

June Holidays 2005 ~

Maple still unknown to me but due to my hard work in studying since I had nth better to do..I top the class twice in the two terms.

Still playing Neopets. But I started to experience physical and emotional changes already. I switched from my mother's oldie music..WTH, to contemporary music like pop and rock. I spend more than an hour now on comp and finally managed to use Windows Media Player and I tunes. Downloaded cool songs into my Mp3 including Hillsongs and Chinese Melodies.

Finally founded my blog..Yahoo!

September Holidays 2005 ~

I had started playing maple at last. I somehow liked it so much & I don't noe why but now my interest is diminishing due to the fact that I can kill everything including Jr balrog and Bain except Crimson. Bain I poison 1125 per second...Not bad eh?

Miraculously I still got 1st and everyone got Jealous especially Darren... I was very noob then..Lvl 25 I think..I used my warrior that time and I switched to Mage during October.

December Holidays 2005 ~

Chiong Level Ah...Said my frenz. Now got level 87 and 90 ppl in SJI..Lolz..I only reaching 70..Sianz. My 3 highest level in my class are 83, 82, 68 and me at 66 respectively. I still think I'm very noob. So many pros around.

I went for a lot of fun camps and stuff during the holidays and the trip to Cameron..was so fun. See my archives or memories..Decmeber. Reminsicing can be so intriguing.

March Holidays 2006 ~

Things have changed rapidly and I accept the fact that one cannot always be successful in life so i came in 4th this term due to Maths. Nvm, can always work harder. I'll stop playing Maple when I reach level 70 till the June Holidays. TaTa..

Well..I gtg to my work now..Cya

火曜日, 3月 14, 2006

I accidentally enlarged the internet resolution of my comp so now everything on the web appears to be very big. That's so unfamiliar. I feel weird looking at the huge enlarged words on the screen.

Holidays are here and I'm treating them like normal school days cuz I get up only an hour later then school time and get ready to leave for training throughout this whole week. Tranining quite ok now but I got prefect camp and meeting also leh. So Mar fun.

Bet Ya noticed I changed the template AT LAST & this time I DIDN'T USE BLOGSKINS...My 2nd template made that took 3 hours...(If you've been here b4 and noticed the change) The first is my Ignyte guils site which sux cuz the picture and background all copy paste ... lmao...I like Jesse's face on my template. Used Adobe and Freehand and Photobucket to do the edting. I Love this new skin. But very unprofessional and a few flaws here and there but It's still original & that's what make's this SPECIAL.

Changed the song also to American Rejects & I have lesser time to write in my diary now or do TAWG. I had better reschedule my horrendous schedule and pray about that. Dear God, plz help me...

These few days have been slacking. Play too much Maple..Reaching Level 70 in 4 more levels..Hopefully I can get to 68 this week but that'll be impossible lest I chiong when Mum and Dad not at home..Lolx...Jking. Mum's always at home...

Well..That's about all, nth much to update. Tell me if U have any opinions about anything concerning my life or your life and I'll try to amerliorate the situation with God's help. I miss last week's Fuel Noo! Where's my church Pals last week? I can't find U...

土曜日, 3月 11, 2006

Today is the day of my Inter-House Aquatlon & So many things happened today for me to blog about...

Firstly, I woke up in the morning and mad my way sleepily to ACS Barker Road for the Aquatlon to be held there. I went with Jun Hong while all my Lazy Classmates slacked at home.
We assembled at the specially donated hall about the size of a football field and watched the match from the cafeteria facing the swimming pool where I competed in. I think it is so unfair that ACS has such good facilities such as their 2 swimming pools, bowling alley, courts, halls, track, etc... Unlike SJI.

I hope to implement better sporting and recreational faculties in our premises but there is simply not enough space. For example, ACS (I) is expanding their school premises even further with the commence of the IB programme. I think our school should do something about the expansion and current maintenance of our facilities to prevent us from losing out.

I brought my Camera along & took so many pictures but after the swim, when my friend when for the run, I almost lost it...Lolx! Finally found it in my friends bag when it should have been in mine..Dortz. I do not feel satiated with my photos as they are of poor quality and had been captured hastily. This would not do and I hate my camera. Accidentally deleted the unprotected pictures! Ops! Sure fail Art.

Darren won me. I got 4th in class but nvm... Can always work harder. I top English and Physics but all becoz of my maths get C6..1st time so lousy or I can get 1st liaox. This is a significant change from my top position last yr and there's good news...I won the Tan then Loong Scholarship with confirmation from Mrs Tan besides the stupid rumours. Yea!

I didn't go for training for 5 days cuz of the freaking pain in my tooth and Coach is getting angry. I had better make it tommorrow or he'll kill me. I almost lost my Handphone today had it not been for a good Samaritan who found it and met me up. Here's my story to share:

I am worn out.

I sit in the bus after the relay and I am very tired. My friend keeps calling me to ask me whether i am going training and I dunno wad to say so I continue droning about the Match in an attempt to digress. I fail. I drop my phone on the seat. (Notice that everything has to do with buses...?) I reach my destination and leave in a flurry. My phone is still on the seat. A guy picks it up when he gets to my seat.

I realise my phone is missing. I turn and catch a glimpse of the bus number and my former seat. I caught the number, 1266X... The bus goes. I rush to the LRT and take it to the interchange. I enquire about the bus number and waits for it to arrive. The operator then tells me it has left and is ready to set off again from the interchange. I am astounded. I rush to nearest bus stop and unknowingly and surprisingly caught up with the bus. I board it. i ask the bus driver for my phone.

He says he has not seen it. I am frightened to wits. I go to the exact seat that I sat earlier on the same bus (except in the opposite direction now) and worriedly asks a Young Indian about my phone. She has not seen it. I know this from the quizzical look she gives me and the ppl around her. I alight. I take the LRT back. I resort to the final option. I dial my number on a public phone.

A guy picks the other line. He is around 17, named Vincent and it appeared he had called my home with my phone and alerted my mother. He had arranged to meet her to collect my phone at 3.30pm at the interchange. I rush home. I tell my mother this and she confirms this with me. Phew... That was close.

I meet the stranger at the interchange at 3.00pm instead. He hands me my phone. He is indeed a suave 17 year old youth who had just gone swimming and innocently spotted my phone. I thank God for his presence during that period of anxiety. I retrieve my phone from him with a word of thanks. It is obvious i was not going training. My teeth still hurts. I make my way home with a relieved soul.

End of story.

Later in the evening, I went to see Mrs Tan with Mum. Good comments...Good comments...Go Home. (Met with Dad, ate dinner at the ulu ulu Bukit Timah Plaza) Then we went home..Lmao!

ACS Barker students are so RUDE.

A guy at the cafeteria scorned at the cooks reaction to him and complained about the "Minority of Fries" with horrible Language. This was what the unknown guy said: Aunty Where my food.

The Aunty hands him his food> Burnt Fillet( Well it's tad deep brown not golden brown...) and fries + coleslaw. He complains about the " Minority Of Fries".

Unknown guy: Oi, so little ah ( with a defiant look)

Aunty gives him the cold stare. He stares back. His frenz mock the Aunty.

I think both parties are in the wrong. The Aunty's food sucks and her so does her stingy attitude in the" Minority Of Fries". The unknown ACS barker guy character is very unacceptable too shown in his verbal abuse to the Aunty.

I met a baby while eating dinner tonight and he was so cute. Lolx... Nvm... WTH am i digressing...

Tomr I hav to go training though my teeth hurts. SJI should have more Air-Con. That's what i hope to implement in our school.

Alright, buaix... I type funnily tonight..Very messy post..Sowee about that.

水曜日, 3月 08, 2006

okays...Got no time to write this post. Only 5 mins left but I feel that I should voice up my opinion on today's topic:

Bus Drivers

I came back from school today after a hell lot of meetings and I seat in the 190 bus back home as usual. When the bus reaches the interchange, the driver refuses to open the back door as the bus was not aligned with the boarding/alighting platform. This resulted in a somewhat melee and the worst scenario took place.

The ppl in the bus were very inconsiderate as I observed from the backseat. Due to the lack of exits from the bus, everyone shoved their way to the front door and a St Margaret Sec School girl, if I had not mistaken her uniform, was pushed so hard that she fell down the bus steps and flat on the pavement with her hands and legs sprawled out.

Ppl gasped in shock just like average Singaporeans would and only about two people actually dared to even touch the poor girl and help her out. Its was then that an elderly man, after the rest had alighted from the bus, launched into a tirade at the already agitated bus driver which aggravated the plight. The two started shouting at each other in public controversy and it was then that the bus driver opened the back doors and threatened the elderly man who had shouted at him to go out by that way.

As the back doors when opened was quite a distance from the platform, I could see the driver's good intention in preventing ppl from going out that way. In this scene, I support the bus driver instead as he had the passengers concern in mind which unknowingly resulted in that calamity of the schoolgirl accident. The old man however, should not let himself be so overwhelmed by the situation by blaming the bus driver for the fiasco. That would be wrong as it was partially the passengers who had bustled their way through the front exit which caused this incident to take place. I think Singaporeans should show more respect to one another in the public and behave morally instead of always wanting to be the 1st in the aspect of a kiasu attitude.

This however is changing for the worse in today's teenagers who adopt the Bo Chap attitude instead.

The 2nd Scenario which I would like to discuss would be the negative side of our bus drivers. An elderly lady and a schoolgirl is running up to the bus in an attempt to catch it. As I was taking 300 home today, the girl was waving frantically at the driver who had juz slammed the front doors of the bus in front of her. Instead of sparing to few seconds to open up the doors once more for the schoolgirl to enter. He started the engine and sped off leaving the stunned girl cursing in the gloom.

By saying this, I am adopting a non-bias attitude to these drivers and I hope that instead of witnessing a situation like this again, I would be able to ameliorate the incident and to prevent him from happening again. After all, We are one big family here in Singapore ~ the way I see it.

Wow..I never wrote like this b4, maybe I'll try debating someday.

火曜日, 3月 07, 2006

Aiya..So sianz..Darren confirm will overtake me in top position this term cuz my literature oni get an A2..

Oh ya..About Ppl commenting on the tagboard and some ppl who visit my blog and gives comments..here's what I have to say:

I DON'T CARE WHAT U SAY ABOUT MY BLOG..
OR WHETHER U THINK IT'S LAME OR NOT,
I JUST WANT U TO BEAR IN MIND,
EVERYTHING WRITTEN HERE IS MINE!
I DON'T CARE WHAT COMMENTS U GIVE,
CUZ ALL U CARE IS WHAT U RECEIVE!

So if U dont belong here..You're still welcome :-)

Level 65..Juz tio Blue Hinkel..Lvl 70 Bow..Avoidability Above Average! ~

Must go liaox...I hate my braces..I hate them so much.

日曜日, 3月 05, 2006

I feel HORRIBLE~

Today totally sucked and got screwed up becuz of A STUPID TRIP TO THE DENTIST.

I woke up later than usual today cuz I got dental appointment in which the dentist said I had to undergo a minor opt for my lose teeth...I HATE BRACES frm now on...

So after breakfast, I never go training cuz I got this freak appt and after wiating like 20 mins b4 entering the room...the doctor fixed my lose bracket which dropped out then came the opt.

THE MOST BLOODY OPT IN THE WHOLE OF MY LIFE! MY MOUTH WAS FULL OF BLOOD CUZ HE HAD TO CUT THE GUM FOR THE TEETH AND LEAVE IT UNSTICHED! IMAGINE UNSTICHED! FOR THTE TEETH TO EMERGE! WTH!

You noe wad happen after that, my gum bled NON STOP FROM 12 TO 8 PM...andI JUZ RECOVERED FROM A FAINTING spell...I lost too much blood already and now my parents are not at home so I feel very lost...I walked to the toilet to spit blood and a mass of RED CHUNK FALLS AND TOILET BOWL/SINKS TURNS BRIGHT RED! ( Repeat Scenario 20x) I LOST A LITRE OF BLOOD TODAY I Feel Dizzy typing...Even harder to keep the dental gauze CUZ BLOOD DRIPS FROM IT! WALAO, the dentist left my gum bleeding for so long and I don't even thing he gives a shit cuz THE FREKIN CANINE TOOTH AHS TO COME OUT O0O0O!

I feel angry, weak, and feeble...I lost blo0d! I'm hating this. Good Night!

木曜日, 3月 02, 2006









O0O Finally can upload images..MY COMP IS SIAOX
Nvm...This pictures are oni for testing..1,2,3...

Cool..Eh?
Wah...All the results come out le leh..

I got 2nd highest for Geog and Highest for Phyics but this term sure won't get 1st like Sec TA Cuz I barely scraped thru Maths..Ah!!

I ONLY get 26/50 for Maths..10 failures Lolx..Highest is the Darren lo 46/50 Grr..I got no time to finish the last question & I never check lo..Rush until i commited a total of 11 and a half marks of Stupid careless mistakes...The bonus question so simple but I got no time to do..Teacher explained it so simply..Dunno why Darren never do that one also..Lol! Aiya..Nvm sometimes it's good to admit defeat, it gives u a spur to achieve better results in future! I juz hope I can at least get into top 5 which I think is quite possible already! English I must do well and Higher Chinese..That one I just want to pass T.T

Today training so tiring.

I gotta run Mount Rosie cuz my elder cousin make me run lo..At 1st i thought he was running with me than he turned away and say " Eh, I go do pull up" WtH...Luckily Nigel encouraged me to go on or I back out Asap! Gud thing we run downhill, running uphill like the other time make a lot of ppl puke!

I must practise my piano..Though I'm only grade 5 I think my sightreading standard is only grade 3 ..Lolx..I never practise for quite long..Must make a schedule again and increase piano playing time to 4x a week instead of 1x.. =.="

Hey, I juz got Seraphis frm Zombie..1st time leh..I tink I train there better cuz in 10 mins I gain 2% there.. Jr Yeti is good but to slow.. 190 Exp from Zombie..Don't play play!

I think I must worker harder on Maths and Chinese and Piano since my training already take up so much time..If only there were 30 hours per day..Sianz

Poor Wei Jun cut his hand today..I sms him already to console him! The blood must had vled profusely..10 Stiches Omg..Next time..BEWARE of Pen Knifes..Thye can cause bad casualties!
God Bless Us.

I paticipating in so many things..Got the Iron Man Aquatlon also & I dont think I can make it to CCK complex for weekends or Training days..Competition is everywhere. Makes U think why life is always so stressful. Sometimes U juz feel happy to be alone and to enjoy some peace & quiet but for me..NO I Can NEVER enjoy bliss...Only when the holy spirit fills me and when I'm asleep on bed..


I guess life is always on the move for me and Blogger is crapping up again cuz I can't upload imagery and its loading things very slow....Juz now jam lo..Good thing can recover post..

Well.. gtg edit crap survey..buaix

Ps: New tagboard..Flashbox better than Cbox..Wadya Think? Cool Eh?.....