Hey All..I havent updated my blog for quite some time. I wonder if programs suchs as Ares P2P are reliable for Music downloads cuz when they keep jamming my comp & are so inconvenient...There's even porn inside the search engine...=.="Me going to change my blogskins after the exams when I have time to make one or find one...Photobucket lags or maybe my internet connection sucks..I can't even download songs properly...My MP4 has only 81 songs..That's so little. I can't find the song I want...Ms Lvl 78 & I stop tentatively for next week to study for Geog Exam..Maths Common Test & Chem Common Test..So sianz..Dunno why I begin to resent studies already. Lol..Br Jason took my Lit Paper & showed it to the other class about how good our class is..When he comes to our class, he tells us we suck & the other class is better..This is what some teachers call U to think that you have to work harder in order to keep up with them pace of others even when you're doing just fine..Weird tactics being mentioned.I'm also beginning to dislike my impulsive English teacher who keeps saying bloody bloody bloody..Or idiot..Or even the F word occasionally. In every lesson, exclusive of the time our HOD for English came to check on our class, he had to use negative language..Although I agree that our class is one of the most insensitive, uncooperative bunch of infantiles apart from the hard working few...he should still abstain from such language as far as the education system is concerned..Overall, there are fewer complaints. Now I shall try to be positive & look towards a brighter future. I love my egocentric self...I'm strange & I like it, that's just the way I am...Maybe a change might be good.
I feel very lazy these days...I can't be bothered to do anything...& I always feel sleepy & moody...Life us so slow paced nowadays after my competition & I always feel there's nothing to do even when there's something to do... I feel so sick..Even Ms is also getting boring & I can't type much today even though I want to cuz I've exceeded my computer time & my father keeps popping in to check on me...F7..Friday was Sports Day...We went to Toa Payoh Stadium for our sporting event & I was suppose to compete in the 1500M but I didn't hear them say my name so I didn't go out so my frenz asked me why didn't I go out & i said I don't know which is stupid cuz the next thing they would tell you is ..Did you hear they guy call your name?..So lame scenario..Anyway I didn't bring my number tag & I didn't felt like running...Training has ceased to a halt after our finals & now we are doing our own weight training & I'm probably going to trun my 2.4km tomorrow & I hope I can beat my timing last year...This year maybe cannot get Gold le..Lmao..I must look on the bright side of things..Should be able to..I'm so tired..Ms>Level 76 nia..no mood to train not only in Ms but physically, mentally, spiritually & finacially..Left only a few dollars in my wallet..I'm so drained & moody...
I feel very lazy these days...I can't be bothered to do anything...& I always feel sleepy & moody...Life us so slow paced nowadays after my competition & I always feel there's nothing to do even when there's something to do... I feel so sick..Even Ms is also getting boring & I can't type much today even though I want to cuz I've exceeded my computer time & my father keeps popping in to check on me...F7..Friday was Sports Day...We went to Toa Payoh Stadium for our sporting event & I was suppose to compete in the 1500M but I didn't hear them say my name so I didn't go out so my frenz asked me why didn't I go out & i said I don't know which is stupid cuz the next thing they would tell you is ..Did you hear they guy call your name?..So lame scenario..Anyway I didn't bring my number tag & I didn't felt like running...Training has ceased to a halt after our finals & now we are doing our own weight training & I'm probably going to trun my 2.4km tomorrow & I hope I can beat my timing last year...This year maybe cannot get Gold le..Lmao..I must look on the bright side of things..Should be able to..I'm so tired..Ms>Level 76 nia..no mood to train not only in Ms but physically, mentally, spiritually & finacially..Left only a few dollars in my wallet..I'm so drained & moody...
I feel very lazy these days...I can't be bothered to do anything...& I always feel sleepy & moody...Life us so slow paced nowadays after my competition & I always feel there's nothing to do even when there's something to do... I feel so sick..Even Ms is also getting boring & I can't type much today even though I want to cuz I've exceeded my computer time & my father keeps popping in to check on me...F7..Friday was Sports Day...We went to Toa Payoh Stadium for our sporting event & I was suppose to compete in the 1500M but I didn't hear them say my name so I didn't go out so my frenz asked me why didn't I go out & i said I don't know which is stupid cuz the next thing they would tell you is ..Did you hear they guy call your name?..So lame scenario..Anyway I didn't bring my number tag & I didn't felt like running...Training has ceased to a halt after our finals & now we are doing our own weight training & I'm probably going to trun my 2.4km tomorrow & I hope I can beat my timing last year...This year maybe cannot get Gold le..Lmao..I must look on the bright side of things..Should be able to..I'm so tired..Ms>Level 76 nia..no mood to train not only in Ms but physically, mentally, spiritually & finacially..Left only a few dollars in my wallet..I'm so drained & moody...
I seldom blog long posts nowadays..No time.Just recieved our trophies from Principal in front of the whole school today for our Kayaking Chamipionships...So Cool...I finally found some good Free MP3 Songs...From unreputed sites but I shan't mention them here for fear of controversy...Nvm...Work has been deproving fast..Better Buck Up..Nth Le..No More training YEAH..Buaix
I'm feeling so lucky.I just got a new MP4 today as a birthday from Papa..Includes Video Though I'm still learning how to use that function & it's as slimmer than my average wooden ruler... So cool and sleek & it imitates the Ipod Mini so well...Some unknown Jap Brand but the Quality is so perfect & I can use it as..- A Thumbdrive- A Music Player..Like Duh- A Video Player..The 2 Videos inside are sick...- An Address Book- A Clock- A Calculator- An FM Radio- A Recorder- A Photo Album- GamingThat's About All..But It's so cool...The only flaw is that the songs load slowly when I scroll down but this is partly due to the fact that I have more than 80 songs..in it in one day...& This thing can only hold up to 1 Gig+..:-(I'll take a Photo of it and prove to you that it looks exactly like an I Pod Some other time...Except it's slimmer & it can take show videos.Good Friday Rocked..I levelled this morning to 74 & OMFG I 4GOT THE OTHER REASON WHY I WAS SO HAPPY...SJI WON C DIV CHAMIPIONSHIP IN KAYAKING but ACS won the B Div & We got 2nd...Nvmz...:) Me not so pro..I could have gotten 2nd but came in 3rd cuz of Eman's Backwash...He got 1st obviously..Next to us..So big backwash..We were 2nd all the way till it hit us & BPGH slipped by us 1 metre at the finishing line & came in 2nd..GRR...I Dont like my bronze trophy..I rather have a shiny silver than a rustic bronze even if I could not attain the prestigious gold...All in all, I still thank God for blessing Sean & I in the finals..I need new songs..Esp English..Anyone can tell me where to download..Please TAG...
Tomorrow is the National Inter School Kayaking/ Canoeing Championships & I'm trying to remiain unperturbed despite the palpitations I had on Tuesday.The good news..We beat..Erm..ACS & got 1st in our heats & skipped the Semi- Finals & We are going to Straight Finals..The bad news..The anxiety of getting into straight finals..The fact that the strongest T2 Pair from SJI is next to Sean & I..& The utmost condolences I show to those who DQ..Or didn't make it this far..As long as we can carry on one more moment..We will never be defeated. Thank God for helping us make it so far! We're get our Track Suit Soon! Yeah! Must Get into the top 3 for the finals & if a miracle happens..We might just be able to avoid Eman's Backwash..:-)Missing School..So shiok..No need to take Maths Test & all our tests have either been cancelled OR postponed & I'm not sure even if that's a good thing..Just feel so happy to be victors..What a pleasant surprise...Ms>73..53%..But let's not talk about MS now cuz my schedule is too Bz..Maple lagged today & worse than the lag was the Dcing..Sianz.Oh well..Nth to blog..Everything seems so ordinary. WHY? The FINALS is tomorrow..I should be aware..AWARE..Msg of the day: Cultivate a sense of awareness & calmness..Om...
I'm too tired to do a new blogskin so to cut things short, I went to blogskins & selected a new Precious Moments Template which seems partly cute & innocent yet partly gay... Just to let yall know that I won't be changing my skin so often inspite of the incesant comments...Tml is C & B Division Competition & We must not lose the C Div Title...!! SJI's only hope now lies in our kayaking & Canoeing Championships & I really hope Sean & I will be able to pull through the heats or make it to Straight Finals...We're feeling unprepared but we know that we have good faith, courage & determination in ourselves & God will watch over us. May be the best team win tomorrow & on the Finals on Thursday...Better sleep early to prepare myself for tomorrow...:-)Just 10% more to 73 but I'm too worn out to train & I have to sleep before 10 tonight...Skipping maths test and English Sit Writing Tml..& that's bad news to the contrary as we have to retake on Wednesday...Oh well..All's well that end's well. As long as you can carry on one more moment..You're never be defeated..Dear God please help us...Amen...
I'm getting lazier these days so I post only twice or thrice a week..Maybe less..=.="
Today is SJI's Founder's Day so school ended early & I feel so proud to be the recipient of my scholarships...All the ppl wondered why I went up 3x on stage..Lolx..So embarrassing receiving so much benefits. Nevertheless, I think I should live up to what I received so that the Principal and Board of Governors would think I had led them down. The phototaking session was so erm..Not nice. My group of scholars all squeeze in front of the camera and I didn't even smile. I must have looked like crap & to think that I would appear on the Annual at the end of 2006 must be really a dreadful thought...Sianz.
I'm gonna level to 72 by tomorrow hopefully..Now 71 60%...So hard to train & I can't play cuz of my competitions next week..AH..NEXT WEEK ON TUES! NOO! I cannot lose or I lose my head...Must get into finals. Tuesday is the heats. I pray that God will uphold me and wish my good luck...
There's this problematic kid in Sec 1 who just enjoys to cut queues...We accidentally met at Mac Donalds today and he cut my queue...=.=" I didn't know why I let him do that but I think it's becuz I'm too soft-hearted. He asked me how I felt about getting the awards & noted that I went up many times to the stage. I didn't talk much about that to avoid controversy should he spread word about this to his classes. Rumours spread like bushfire.
Then I reflected...
It was then that I started to realise the effort I put in to achieve all that & how I should be improving myself daily instead of detoriorating away in front of the computer all day. I accept change and I want to change though I have said it to myself many a times before. I want to better myself to be a more responsible individual but it seems like life is so short and hectic and all youths want to enjoy life and all adults want to get over with their work straight into those golden years where people enjoy life and it seems like everyone is doing things for the sake of doing them so as to live up what they want which is their ultimate goal to enjoy their lives.
I will make a new schedule & I will motivate myself. I will not be like some of my classmates who can't be bothered with anything & are so lazy to even clean a canteen table when it is their duty. I will strive to help others even if that means breaking my egocentric self.
Didn't post for quite a while...
Bz doing other more important or xtra stuff...Life so stressful now..
Competition is like..In exactly a week & I'm palpitating rapidly but I tell myself even though I may not win the championship individually...God will provide & see us thru & I remind myself of all the positively good things that have happened, are happening & will happen in my life & throughout it & this I am consoled & complied to listen closely to what revolves around me and to feel for others so as not to comply to my egotistical self but that's what this blog is all about isn't it? About Me..Yourself. Life is a selfish race to the peak. There's only more to life through eternity in Heaven or the Underworld. I choose the former & hope God will see me through my plights & footholds.
I was chionging Ms thru the weekend & now Level 70 3rd Job class Mage le! Here's Some SS of my Pro Aurealle Job Advance... 
Explosion is SO COOL...LOOK ABOVE...WEE...& It was so fun attacking Grendel & Tauros..Well..Founder's Day on Friday & I've got some rehearsals to go thru..Bb..
I just changed the old boring long winding road template to this simple yet focal template! Time for change & this time change is good. Found this in Blogskins but I edited it big time...Now it looks really cute...!!Maple got new job called Super Beginner but I hack cuz I want to get 3rd job in my mage and who cares about super beginners...Lolz..I dont. I must chiong 70 by Sunday & everything will be satisfying. No training tmr cuz of K1 & 2 Junior Chanmpionships..Mine's in exactly 1 and a half week. Nervous Breakdown.Btw..I did have a nervous breakdown in Comp class today & practically cried..For no reason..I'm very confused and upset with myself. My frenz all say I'm very good actor..I really don't know what to feel or how I felt at that period. I dislike the Comp studies teacher..She is SO stoical and mentioned that I'm a really good actor too...Stupid Excel Assignment make me print so many copies of wrong data during group sessions. Nvm..Since now we're doing video editing I might as well be the one suffering from depression which I really am suffering from and cry & cry & cry...Maths test today no kick though some ppl say very hard. I find it quite ez...Only the last question I make a careless mistake. I added an additional 0 between the 0.0000417. Aiyah..Sianz..Nvm..1 mark only..I can spare..Miss my Founder's Day rehearsal & SYF practice today cuz of training..It was pouring like mad over the whole of Singapore & Unity Sec Sch had to come to the reservoir and host their school events so as to coincide with me trying to flag a taxi resulting in me being soaking wet to board 157 to the 67 Bus Stop & spending $12 taking a different route home...The Cab Driver was a lady who had just started driving 3 days ago & luckily I could direct her to my home..She Dunno..Lolx..We actually chatted and her son is in Maris Stella & addicted to comp games also lolx..Warcraft that nice meh...Pangya Seems nicer. Anyway gtg...The World is fast changing. We have to adapt to change.
