Wow... Today's Teacher's day 2006 Concert was great. It's a happy yet pitiful fact that it's all over now and life goes on but teacher's day is actually tomorrow! I feel very fortunate to be able to perform in front of my friends and teachers at the PAC today.


I really dont know what to say but I know I am really grateful for their support and even though I didn't intend to take part in the concert initially, I have no regrets now.


I need to study le ... The Exams are closing on me and I need to cut short other stuff such as comp. I have little motivation. Goodbye.


What? Is that me? I'm usually not so stoical.

I havent posted for very long and my computer is under the attack of viruses again. I do not understand why ppl enjoy making such unwanted software to harm others. Why?


I have already half quitted maple since my common tests. I did well for bio and Eng and lit but I expected better marks for history and maths thought history got a mere 76. The history teacher is so kiasu. He wants to see practically the whole class for the parent teacher meeting which is so demanding.


My constipation has been significantly better now but still I feel the urge at unwanted times. It got so bad last Sunday I had to use supporsitories.


I dont feel like posting because of the lag that my computer is experiencing and my fatigue and my worries about the overall results on Monday. At least service was very meaningful today. Goodbye~

Well... It is over. All the C'mon test and all the effort is over. At least for Term 3.. I'm still anxious upon realising that the FYE is in 2 months time or maybe less. I have to work like erm... a workaholic now. =(


I really hope that my results would be at least a distinction each subject with the exception of HMT of course. Our class screwed the maths paper on Tues. We were cut short of approximately ten minutes of time as we came late and the teacher refused to compensate our time. Therefore, I had to rush through the whole paper and graph and when I was at the second last question and realise that Omg! Only 5 mins left!! I immediately chiong the graph which was hopefully correct. Half the class never complete the paper and some were really angry that they were cut short of time.


Well... Ms Wee scolded us instead when she came to find out and she claimed she was a neutral party. But I agree with both sides. I think our invigilator, Ms Goh, should have given us more time as compensation instead of cutting our time from 50 mins to 40 mins. I also have to agree that our classroom was unprepared for the lesson and we had to shift our bags and stuff and arrange the tables thus creating a lot of noise and wasting time. What is done is done. I can only wish those who petitioned, including me, all the best for the results.


I can't play much comp anymore as I have to start my training next week after the tests and I gotta start revision for streaming. Sad. I really dont know where to start and there's too much info winding about in my head which I simply cannot retrieve at the appropriate time. We have so much work to do even after the tests but I know I shouldn;t be complaining because we have the streaming exams and its FOR OUR OWN GOOD.


Ok... I don't feel like blogging. After all, I'm not a very good blogger and I'm just journaling my life on the computer.

No time to post.. Next week is Common Test week and I'm still on quite slack status.


OMG... No! I hate to chiong studies but I have little option left so I have to chiong history today .. I will make myself remember all the freaking notes that Rajan gave us and after that I have to rewrite those notes to make myself not forget what I once remebered. Oh dear!


So far in Sec School like I havent had any major setbacks in my exams or acadamic results but I do hope that I wont get a setback this time cuz I feel that I'm really unprepared this time and there's little time left to prepare. Must be the mapling. I quit at 113 till further notice. The rest can continue to play and fail exams but not me. I must get at least A2 for history cuz our class sucks at history and 204 is better than us according to Rajan. Eh.. Only 1 A2 in the past mock test but I think it's unfair to us cause we didn't study WW1 in details yet. Freak Lar!!! I hate history. So boring and why must we interfere with the past. Why!?!?


Then tomorrow I'll do a quick wrap up on Maths which I must get A2 also but hopefully A1 and Bio which I must get A1 on Thurs or It would be my first setback and then I would subject myself to a major bigtime reality check. Haiz. The whole class should be mugging now and I'm no exception. Gotta go chiong study. History today, Maths tomorrow, then history again, and finally Bio.


If just breathe..Every little piece of me you're see.. Everything is alright. Phew..-.-"

Now I feel very irritated. Shh... I'm being watched. Dad doesn't want me to be on Maple at this moment but I just came back from Esther's B'dae Outing & I am exploring Omega Sector today which Non-mapling adults would clearly not understand. Anyway, I shall narrate my recent life in this entry... Like Duh?


Ok... Today is National Day's Eve... 8th August & tmr is without doubt National day, and sometimes wonder why am I so lame. We had this really boring celebration in school and the performance put up by the multi cultural societies and bands were quite boring & draggy. The best performance had to be the Malay language society which put up a disoragnised but lovable rap about SJI and Singaporeans celebrating National day. I forgot what it was but it really make the whole school laugh man... except for the Kwiong Wai Shiu Hospital patients who visited us however. They probably enjoyed the chinese instrumental.


Then I went out with Rachel, Shawn, Mandy, Aunt Diana/Molly/Jenny & Esther... To celebrate Esther Big Sis 20th B'dae. She has a boyfriend le >.< decent =")">
We went to Kuishin-Bo to eat. Spend two and a half hours eating there and the bill... $198.26 cents for a super duper filling buffet. The Japanese fod there rox man and we had fun dipping marshmallows into the choclate fountain. So unique. I passed Esther her gifts and wished her Happy B'dae. After that we sent Mandy to tuition then we went Parkway Parade to eat Swenson. We had Earthquake ice cream and free FireHouse. My stomach feels so full now. I ate Japanese food and western food and just ate dinner at Aunt Diana's house. Wah... Xploding.


Now its getting late to use the comp and I just finished exploring Omega Sector which is horribly bad place for me to train... lousy quests as depicted on hiddenstreet and limited monsters which look hideously cute. I'm going back to vic to kill some MMs before Chionging to 120. Now 113... All my frens gonna catch up easily.


Next week is test week so during wed and thurs and this weekend. I have to chiong study.. Not maple. I just finished my HCL corrections. Well.. gtg...Cya all around some other time. Do not await my next post cuz you know u dont like hearing from me & I have to study as mentioned earlier. Note that I am 10% retarded. Goodbye.

Today I went once again for the teacher's rehearsal & this time it was with a different motive. I wanted to tell the teacher- in -charge that I would like to withdraw from the performance but she forced me to continue putting up my act even though I could not as it was a duet and I needed someone to sing along with me yet no one wanted to.


Now I either have to find someone to sing Breaking Free with me OR choose a solo song which is quite impossible because I would have to find the instrumental piece for that song. This is so troublesome or what they call Mar Fun and I do not want to perform in front of the whole school by myself in the echoey Auditorium just for a teacher's concert.


Reality Check:


Aftermath of performance would be overwhelming
People would take videos and post on Youtube as they already did
This is NOT Shout Your Fame


I am left with little choice but to pull through this undesired thing. I hope it goes well. Cuz there are only 2 outcomes. Either I screw up and make a big fool in front of everyone OR I do well and leave a noticeable impression on them. I do hope the latter surfaces through God's will. Sighz.


Have to work harder le. My C tests and mock exams are up the week after the next. I pray that I can maintain. Goodbye.