Yeah ... I got an A1 for my A maths test. So Happy... But my files are in a mess. I hate filing but I have to organise my stuff in order to learn well... if not I can say goodbye to my A's.

Tomorrow is sport's day and I have to be on prefect duty which requires me to wear the 2007 prefect shirt. Unfortunately I haven't received the shirt yet so I'm going to bring my 2006 Prefect shirt there as well as Michael house shirt. Go Michael ... We will win eventually despite our losses since the past 5 years.

I have no idea how tomorrow will turn up but I sure hope it turns out fine. I'm going to sleep now. Have to mug from next week onwards due to Common Tests. How I hate certain things we learn in school. I see no relation to how they would apply to my life in any sense at all. We're probably learning them for the sake of others we have nothing better to do then to indulge in logarithms and circular applications. We must be selfish. Well ... that's one great sacrifice we'll compelled to make.

If a sacrifice is made truly with one's heart, then it's not longer a sacrifice but a privilege. How true ... except we're not doing this truly with our heart. Nevertheless, life-long learning must continue. So I'm off to the land of sheep. Bye.

OH NO.

I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do. I've got so much work to do.

Here's my homework list:

- History Essays

Hitler's Rise to Power through the Great Depression by Tuesday
Consolidation of Hitler's power by Wednesday

- E Maths Circles worksheet which I totally forgot and had no time to do.

- 10 Higher Chinese Sentences which I must memorise excruciatingly by Tuesday

- Piano Practice

- Physics Assignments (I cleared some of that)

And a lot more I forgot ... I hate homework. I wanna burn my schoolbag. But I must calm down. God will help me remain nonchalant. I wanna puke like Darren always says .. Puke. Calm down Joey ... Joey must learn not to fret instead of telling others to fret not. Ignyte Guild has succeeded in attaining 120 guild points today but we couldn't go to Ergoth because our noob died at slimes. Aww... So saddening~

I'm still stuck at 144. Didn't train at all today.. Except in the morning. Well .. Tomorrow is a new week of school and the last week I'll be playing. After that I shall mug for Common Tests. I hope I do better this term. It's getting harder and more complicated. That's just the way life is. On the bright side, life is bigger than it's problems.

I'm gonna try to clear as much work as possible. I went for my new Chinese tuition today. It was awkward and the people there are like statues. The teacher keeps talking and we keep stoning. Well ... I hope some warmth emanating from somewhere would melt the hard exterior of the statues... revealing laughter and joy into our mundane lessons... and to think that the advertisement in the newspapers stated: Learn Chinese in Fun Ways!

God bless everyone. Goodnight.

We celebrated my father's birthday today. He reached the beautiful age of 50 ... So we had a nice chocolate cake and Rachel came over with her family to celebrate with us. Had a fun time lighting the candles with the matchsticks I once used for past science experiments and we had a good time chatting and playing comp games. I bought Dad a hand phone pouch/card holder which looked really nice. It is azure blue and has the words "I love Jesus very much" emblazoned on the front.

Today's service was very meaningful to me. It reminded me to stop dwelling in my usual ways but to make a difference in my life and heed God's calling. I'm been down on my relationship with God lately so I guess this is a footstool in helping me climb to greater heights with God. The songs were terrific and the lyrics were heartbreaking. Next week is "No Greater Love" Worship Experience. I intend to invite my friends over to enjoy God's presence like never before.

I hope my Guild Quest succeeds tomorrow. We intend to go in the morning but in the event that too few people are online, I shall postpone to next Sunday then, since my priest friend is going to church too. How ironical ...

I am tired now. Gonna sleep. Lots of history essays and cyclic quadrilateral worksheets to do ... God bless everyone. New Chinese Tuition tomorrow... Big Z.

Well ... I'm halfway through the middle of this week and there's still so many things to do .. I just cleared a lot of homework in the past few days & there's this Mondo maths test on Absolute Value Graphs, Surds, Indices and Quadratic Theories that I'm so gonna screw up ... I barely revised much so I've gotta mug tomorrow morning I guess. Why is life so unfair? I want to ogle the brains of a teenage genius into mine ...

2.4km run would be tomorrow for me. I've gotta find an excuse not to run ... but then again, I'll rather run first then run later ... No A for Napfa anyway ... Stupid E for the jumping thing. I've barely touched the piano too so I'm gonna screw up all my notes and get screwed tomorrow by my teacher. So little time, to much to do.

Must aim for a Pyogo Mushroom in Maple .. The prices are much cheaper now. Stuck at 144 and I'm not chionging unless I can find "Time" (Dismissively chucked between inverted commas) to play for long hours. And my Time Magazine Subscription just expired. Oh great...

Thinking of forming a band for the Milk Run Concert. If the former fails, I'll gladly set up a drink stall with Sean and serve drinks generously to the runners at exhorbitant rates of cause. If that is unavailable, I shall be an usher stoning along the dirt tracks.

Think I shall go read some maths notes and pray to God about tomorrow now. With God on your side, no challenge is too big to tackle ---- From my Daily Calendar (17th April)

Haven't updated for quite some time.

Went for training yesterday and it was so cold and drizzly. I'm suppose to go today but I feel so sick. Halfway during sleep, both my thighs and ankles suddenly cramped up and I couldn't move them. I dunno what is happening but I felt the numbness since last week at PE. I dunno how I'm gonna run next week during 2.4km NAPFA, just praying for the best. Well .. at least training doesn't involve too much of the lower limbs.

I screwed up my standing broad jump. I simply cant jump for nuts. Only got 186 cm .. Just passed for a 14 year old. At least the rest are A's so far .. apart from Shuttle Run B ... No hope of getting gold this year due to my stumpy numb work less legs. No I shouldn't say that. Sorry. Just hope the blood flow would be more regular.

2x later .. Now I'm fishing in the lagoon ... I'm just going to finish off my homework. I didn't bring my SS Textbook home and I just managed to find an article on Governance. Must quickly finish it and get on with life.

Happy Weekend.

Founder's day was monotonous for me ... I didn't go up on stage to collect my award because it's just a renewal ... I must work harder this year to get the Edusave Yearly Award which is more commendable, and if possible, a Sports Meritorious Award though I highly doubt we can compete against the elders at Sec 3 level.

Had my English Oral today. It was great and smooth going. However, I was the second last on the register number so I had to wait a long time before being examined by Azhar Ghazali. Hopefully I get above 24/28 for the Reading and Conversation. I cant believe Azhar didn't know the meaning of ameliorate ... But I did screwed up a little at the beginning .. didn't hear properly what he said ... Talk about someone whom you helped voluntarily but I guessed I didn't know it was someone whom u dont know that u helped ... Nvm this is getting confusing.

I haven't been writing journal entries since March. I dunno why I feel so stagnant now. Must grow. I haven't grown much physically, spiritually and mentally. Must keep striving ... Lv 143 now ... I'm going to level up soon in Audition too. Very pleased I finished 3 FM's on 150 BPM today only 3 miss throughout the whole song ...

I feel very tired today... didn't go for training. Saturday have to go already but I feel so unmotivated. I managed to renew the Tan Thien Loong Scholarship which I obtained in Secondary Two but I seriously don't think I deserve the award unless I put in more effort in all the constructive things that I do.

Firstly, I have to clear a small mountain of work within the next 3 to 4 days. Secondly, I have to train more often because time flies and the Nationals would be here in an instant. Thirdly, I need to find time for Piano.. if I'm ever gonna pursue my passion for music. Fourthly, I need to cut down on the time I spend online. Lastly and most importantly, I want and I have to find more time to build on an intimate and honest relationship with God.

I hope everything goes well for those with difficulties in their lives. I just read an article not too long ago about the children in less developed countries. How a simple meal of chicken wings can make them so delighted is indeed a mystery for us to solve on the secret of happiness. We should be satiated with the ample amount of sustenance, clothing and materials that we are spoilt with. If any of you thinks that your life is screwed up or unfair, please compare yourselves with the under privileged in other countries, and reflect on fairness and equality on the aspect of the less fortunate. Just remember that as long as you're on Earth, there's always someone better off than you and someone less fortunate as you are. God Bless everyone this Good Friday and Easter Sunday. May the love of Christ be with all of you.

Anyway, let's digress from my earlier statements. Hopefully I can get a Zakum Helmet soon .. It's been more than 10 levels since I've last zakumed. I wanna get my head on that ugly yet conspicuous hat on Aurealle's head. Oh .. And I changed my eyes randomly today. Resulted in a weird but rare face ... not available in any VIP Face change coupons. Go to the website and see how I look ... And to Brian, I'm not noob ... Take that.. Hah~

It's time for me to do my soul quest. Then, I have to chiong homework tomorrow before I chiong Zakum. Avril Lavigne's new song Girlfriend is so not like her. The tune rocks though but she should seriously consider changing the lyrics to something more subtle.

Hellos all ... School has started again after a short weekend of church and homework.

I want to blog about embarrassing incidents that took place in school today. So the school bell rings as usual and everyone leaves the classroom ... However, it's different today because some classes are having Oral examinations at the classes on the third floor, including 333.

So I'm a Blur headed Freak as usual and I walk out of school without realising that my hand phone is still in class. Luckily, Sean was with me and we rushed back to class once I realised my phone was missing due to my stupid carelessness. The teachers were lined outside the corridor having their English Oral Examinations... So "Argh" at that time lorh... I had to ponder for like 5 mins on how to sneak into class to take my phone which resided in the far end of class in a drawer.

Then I came up with this really lame and idiotic plan. I took out my foolscap pad and wrote at the back of it: (Dear Sir, Pls let me in to class 333 to take my hand phone.) And then, I marched right up to the examiner and showed him the back of my foolscap pad. He gave me this queer quizzical look and signalled for me to enter the class. I was acting like a sissy girl and chuckling all the way. I looked so gay. Eeeww!

Anyway, embarrassing incident number 2 took place. I wanted to enter the front door of the class but realised it was locked. I stoned there for like 10 seconds trying to get in by signalling for someone to unlock the door. But no one noticed because I was probably invisible to them. So I contemplated over the fact that the front door had to be lock as the teacher was right outside with his oral examination script, and the proceeded to the back door. Fortunately, it was opened for students to come out of class and sit on a green chair to prepare for their oral exam. I really lack a lot of EQ and common sense.

Then I entered the class and it was full of ppl silently contemplating the oral exam topic. I told my fren that I was going to get my hand phone in a censorious tone, after which half the class shushed me. Zzz ... Anyway I scrammed out of class ASAP. That was one heck of a unforgettable blunder I made. Not so much of a blunder, but rather a screwed up embarrassment.

Training was so long and arduous today. The weather cant make up it's mind. Rain & Shine & Rain & Shine... Why cant it just rain forever and make the reservoir flood its banks. Or, shine so brightly that the ground and water becomes parched.

Very exhausted. I have to make myself understand absolute values of graphs. Why am I forced to learn such irrelevant stuff in which I have no interest at all? And so life continues normally ...