Mid Year Exams are coming really soon ... I guess I'll have to be on mugger mode again which I sincerely loathe.


I just stumbled across a site called ibstales. Basically it shares the lives of those who suffer from IBS which I do not want to mention. It comforts me to know that other people who are sharing the same digestive cramps and bowel symptoms as I, are facing them bravely in unity. I know that there are people better off than me but there are also those who are less fortunate. I should not complain now but keep looking forward to good health.


My friend came down with HFMD. I hope he can still make it for the exams and assessments. So many people are falling ill nowadays. I have to ensure the health of my family, friends and self too since the exams are approaching and since ill health is always a dreadful burden.


Here's a quiz my friend wanted me to take:

01. If you had a chance to go out with the person you like and your favourite celebrity for the whole day(separately), what would you do?

I don't have a favourite celebrity but I have favourite music. I shall go out with the former and spend the day at the beach or indoors if it rains.

02. How do you feel now?

I wanna get rid of the trash in me. Wait I'm not answering the question ... I feel stoical.

03. If you can fulfil one wish , what would it be?

Fulfill my 3 aspirations in life and my God's purposes for me.

04. Who are you thankful to?

God for giving me life and love and blessings ... family for shelter and comfort, friends for joy and laughter, myself for being me, and all the people who have made positive differences to my life.

05. Important wishes for now?

Concentrate on exams, take care of my health by not being gluttonous, happy family, be cool and good and kind and loving, improve relationships with everyone and God.

06. If you can turn something in the past back , what would it be?

Actually, I would really want to mix fantasy with reality but reality is a cruel thing unless you can accept it as the way it is. As what I've read on my friend's blog, we should live our lives to the fullest since our time on Earth is limited and unpredictable. Why waste that time? I wanna enjoy everyone second of my life ... but sometimes this thoughts are too idealistic because nothing ever works the way we want it to be. There are flaws and imperfections in everything on Earth ... only God is flawless. But I really wanna go back to being a baby ... less stressful. Lawl.

07.What are your main priorities now?

God, family, friends, exams, caring for people I know and perhaps those that are less fortunate, if it's within my capacity. Then again, I might be wrong because my capacity may be boundless. Ugh ... I just confuse myself.

08.What makes you happy?

Lots of stuff... hopefully more than those that make me sad. For example, making my own deluxe cheese, ham, egg, jam and honey organic sandwich makes me happy ... especially when accompanied with milo or yakult. Maple and audition and cabal makes me happy. Corny jokes make me happy. Erotic images make me happy ... wait, I'm confusing happiness with horniness.

09.What do you wanna change in you?

So many things ... It seems impossible to detail everything. But I guess I should be contented with some things but I should keep improving and changing other things. I wanna change my negative emotions into positive ones but then again I don't think I should do that because each emotion is an important part of me. But I wanna change my digestive system to be one that is super healthy and fit and not congested at all. And I wanna get rid of my eyeglasses and have perfect vision. And not to mention perfect skin and hair and body and everything. I'm asking for too much at once...

10. What song can represent your feelings now..?

Well I can't think of any songs now. The songs usually come when I'm experiencing a clear emotion such as one of happiness ( rock and pop songs ), melancholy ( reflective songs) ...
But I like the 2 new Jap songs Crawl by Veltpunch and Forever, we can make it (To love ru OST) ... they rock. I guess I'm feeling quite jolly now.

11.What type of person you like most?

One that can relate to me in most terms, especially thoughts and emotions.

12. Is there anything you wish to confess now?

Stress x 10^ 99999999999999999999999999

13. What is your definition of a dream house?

Ooh ... I like this question. I want a nice detached house ... about the size of half a football field, with a large front lawn and spacious backyard. It must be surrounded by greenery and less than 500m away from the sea. I love nature around my home ... so when I'm old, I hope to have such a lovely home. The interior must be decorated by me and my spouse. I don't want any pre-planned interior designs. It will be so much fun to do things yourself or together with the people you love.

But before I build such a home, I wanna travel the world and go sightseeing to predetermine my future home, to have a panoramic view of this beautiful world and to help those in need.


14. Who will you go to when you are feeling low one day?

God. Only in him do I find true comfort.

15.What do you hope to achieve?

My 3 or make that 4 aspirations... God's purposes for me and living life to the fullest.

16. What age do you wish to marry?

Before I die. LOL >__<

16. Is there anyone you bear a grudge against?

No. I wanna forgive all those who have wronged me because I have wronged them too.

17. Who do you miss most currently?

Myself when I was younger and innocent.

18.How many people made you angry for the past few days?

I don't remember and who cares. This question is out of the question. Forgive and Forget.

19. who are you going to kill after this survey?

Q19 is even worse than Q18. I'm not going to kill anyone, but perhaps I may kill bacteria or a few ants/insects.. God please forgive me.

20. Do u agree that without money, life can still go on as well as it is with money?

No. We need money in this extravagant world. Money does make the world go round. It is like a system that taps the roots of our society. It drives some to be hardworking, it teaches us many lessons but it is also the root of evil (not all evil though).

I shall end here. Going to church soon ... Have to mug in the bus.
If you have God, you always have company and love.

Exams are next week. I feel very shackled and not prepared. I wonder if most of us feel this way. Probably not. It's also Dad's birthday today. Happy Birthday to Dad. Mum bought a cake. But I don't know what flavour the cake is. I ate donuts for lunch. I feel that I've gotta study now.


Been watching too much anime lately, or rather, yesterday. I couldn't bring myself to go swimming because of my tuition homework. And the tutor didn't make me recite what I've memorised briefly so I guess I was half lucky. I love the new anime OPs. Well at least some of them.


God has made each of us unique and designed us for a special purpose in life. When we find that purpose, accept it and put our all into fulfilling it. We will find contentment. I am worse than a philosopher. Or perhaps lousier for that matter. God please help us.

Haven't blogged in a while.


This weekend has been very busy since the Mid Year Exam is arriving in less than 2 weeks. I've been working on my mathematics by doing a lot of revision but sometimes its really tiring. I've covered a lot of topics but I still have more to cover. History is a burden because there are so many essays to memorise and the P2 essays are unpredictable. I haven't begun revision for the sciences either. And I am still playing games... I just leveled to 60 in Cabal yesterday.


Even though I feel like a fish out of water at times, I shall put my trust in God and continue working smart and hard. I've begun to neglect CCA already. I had an MC for the whole of this week due to a flu and I've practically missed the whole of our NAPFA test. I shall have to take the test later... if my Pe teacher remembers.


My right eye is feeling awkward. There's a speck of dust behind my eyelid and it's really irritating. Why am I even complaining about such stuff? I must be weird today.


Determine to do as much good as you can, for as many as you can, as often as you can, for as long as you can.

Today was our inter school dragon boat race. My boat came in 4th but I'm not sure about the others. We were really in disarray because half of the boat members were inexperienced and didn't turn up for the past few dragon boat trainings.


After that I took a cab home and rushed to church with my friend. The taxi fares are getting so expensive nowadays... I spent like 21 dollars just getting from Bedok to home. I'm really broke now ... I even have to dig into my savings and I haven't given my monthly ties to God. I need to do so by hook or by crook next week.


I took 67 to Bedok this morning and it was probably the longest bus ride ever ... 2 hours+ maybe. This was because Geylang road was flooded so badly that water could even sip through the minute gaps near the sliding doors of the bus... (it rained incessantly this morning).


Anyway. the church event Can't Let Go was great and I feel a stronger desire to know God more. The testimonies shared were very evoking and I know that God wants to relate to each and every one of us in his own special way.


I just checked the Cabal Playpark Online Forums. I'm surprised that there are so many professionals playing Cabal. They know so much more than me about the game that it actually scares me. I'm level 56 in Cabal and I realised that I have to level my skill rank quickly to match up with the real pros.


Gaming aside, exams are approaching really soon. I mugged 2 history essays this morning and I hope that I can remember most of the historical data so far. I really wish certain events didn't take place. It's so hard to cram all the facts into your head. I should have taken Art or Full Geography instead.


Excused from PE for a week ... was down with a flu yesterday. I'm so random again.


To get the most out of each day, establish clear priorities before you start work.

It's been a while since I last updated. Currently waiting for the maple patch to finish downloading. I heard that there's a new Singapore Extension Map and the mobs there are really good for training.


Anyway, I didn't even know that yesterday was Founder's Day till the overhanging announcement yesterday morning. I didn't get anything this time but I shall work harder and achieve at least one academic award this year... though it's probably just a certificate of commendation. I mean like in primary school, the prizes were books, games and stationery, which I prefer ...


The Mid Year Exams are only 20 days away and I'm so not in the mood to study. I hate mugging. I wish I could only do the things that make me happy but unfortunately, life doesn't work that way all the time because the things that make you happy require lots of hard work and effort in order for us to achieve or attain them.


Cabal was really fun yesterday. I could finally wear my rings of sage +5 ... and I joined a relatively pro guild with several advanced experts and completers. I really should quit gaming at the moment. I reflected on my shortcomings just yesterday and I'm really not sticking to what I should be doing.


It is never the wrong time to do the right thing.

It's time to workout because the annual NAPFA test is coming soon and my 2.4km timings have been getting slower since Secondary One. This is so contradicting ... I'm suppose to be improving not becoming lousier! Anyway, I've decided to go more regularly for trainings till the Nationals this year... even though coach can be very irksome at times.


I'm starting yet a new anime series that just launched this year. It's called True Tears. I'm at episode 9 now and I don't know why I'm discussing about anime now. I have a maths test tomorrow and I totally didn't study. I do hope I can remember the formula. Have to start mugging again since Mid Year Exams are only 3 weeks away. Life is always so hectic and I'm always lagging behind the rush... at least I complete my homework on time but then that's about all I do.


I want to accomplish my goals quickly. But even though I tell myself that I'm willing to give my all, somehow I feel that I'm lying time after time. I need to make the difference in my life, with God's intervention. It's changing every second, but not rapid enough.


True friendship not only withstands adversity, it grows stronger for it.

Happy April Fool's Day ...


Okay that was really lame because the jokes cracked in school today were all concerning April Fool's Day and some people even fell for them. I haven't been posting much these days because I really have no time and I wish to spend less time on the computer as well.


Competition last Sunday was mediocre. I was somewhat disappointed that we didn't made it to the semifinals. If only we hadn't screwed up in the middle of the lane. we could have made it! Nevertheless, I guess we have to train harder and smarter. Coach was very mean today. He showed no sympathy at all, and kept ignoring, if not scolding us. I spent the rest of Sunday typing some NYAA bronze award diary and apparently the teacher doesn't even care if we hand in the document or not. Why did he send the email then? I shall take the initiative to hand in my document to the PE teacher on Friday.


It's such a rainy day today. I really have nothing more to say.


Prayer puts problems in perspective and puzzle pieces in place.
Prayer always works if you believe.