I went swimming after that. I'm like still quite noob at the basic strokes. I learnt all the strokes in Primary School and now I have to start all over again. Worse still, I got quite badly sunburned. I dislike red skin. I should have put the sunblock on. I'm was quite exhausted just now but dinner, and toilet businesses made be feel much better. I'm thinking of joining a second CCA but the marginal cost of joining it might be larger than the marginal benefit. I'm infused with economics thanks to the teacher and me being the econs representative but I still don't understand a lot of things related to economics. Perhaps the marginal benefit of me taking history or geography instead of economics might be greater than that of me taking economics because I've had, and most of us had prior experience in either of these subjects before.
Tomorrow, I'm having my Japanese lesson again, then I have to meet my church friends to discuss stuff about games day. I became the treasurer in the games day committee. I feel pressure. Hopefully I can find a good bag to put the money in and not lose any money. Not hopefully, I must not lose any money. I've been losing money to the Ez link card top up machine, the cafe vendor at school, the canteen vendors, the bookshop and photocopying shop ladies, etc. The cost of living for a students like us is extremely high. We are blessed to live in Singapore. Cost of living is rising. But we are still blessed to live in Singapore. Use economics.
I feel the need to mug. I'm gonna get my A level guidebooks and assessments by this week and start mugging. I finished the first maths tutorial on a hunch. I don't wanna forget anything. I really really dislike transformations now. I have to learn and memorise 8 things in the maths table on transformations. I'll be meeting my friend this weekend to mug chem and maths. Oh great, my mugging days have to begin again. Sigh.
I need to work on my Time along with God. It has to be longer and more regular. School is hectic. CCA will be more hectic. Life is also going to increase in the hectic index. Attention is what I need to pay for the lessons in class. Okay that sounded cheesy. I need to focus on God, family, friends, studies, CCA and life. I wanna find time for my music and interests and youth group and games. And I wanna be more than just a typical Singaporean student.
I need to open doors to new horizons. So maybe the journey won't be that harsh and boring. I have God and family and friends. I probably make like some grammatical mistakes in every post including this one. Oh by the way, Love opens doors where there were none before.