I feel very tired today... didn't go for training. Saturday have to go already but I feel so unmotivated. I managed to renew the Tan Thien Loong Scholarship which I obtained in Secondary Two but I seriously don't think I deserve the award unless I put in more effort in all the constructive things that I do.

Firstly, I have to clear a small mountain of work within the next 3 to 4 days. Secondly, I have to train more often because time flies and the Nationals would be here in an instant. Thirdly, I need to find time for Piano.. if I'm ever gonna pursue my passion for music. Fourthly, I need to cut down on the time I spend online. Lastly and most importantly, I want and I have to find more time to build on an intimate and honest relationship with God.

I hope everything goes well for those with difficulties in their lives. I just read an article not too long ago about the children in less developed countries. How a simple meal of chicken wings can make them so delighted is indeed a mystery for us to solve on the secret of happiness. We should be satiated with the ample amount of sustenance, clothing and materials that we are spoilt with. If any of you thinks that your life is screwed up or unfair, please compare yourselves with the under privileged in other countries, and reflect on fairness and equality on the aspect of the less fortunate. Just remember that as long as you're on Earth, there's always someone better off than you and someone less fortunate as you are. God Bless everyone this Good Friday and Easter Sunday. May the love of Christ be with all of you.

Anyway, let's digress from my earlier statements. Hopefully I can get a Zakum Helmet soon .. It's been more than 10 levels since I've last zakumed. I wanna get my head on that ugly yet conspicuous hat on Aurealle's head. Oh .. And I changed my eyes randomly today. Resulted in a weird but rare face ... not available in any VIP Face change coupons. Go to the website and see how I look ... And to Brian, I'm not noob ... Take that.. Hah~

It's time for me to do my soul quest. Then, I have to chiong homework tomorrow before I chiong Zakum. Avril Lavigne's new song Girlfriend is so not like her. The tune rocks though but she should seriously consider changing the lyrics to something more subtle.